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mockingbirdq) wrote2008-06-17 09:52 pm
mockingbirdq) wrote2008-06-17 09:52 pm
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Well crap!
Had my first annual Gyn exam with an actual Gyn/OB doctor today, rather than the family doctors I've used for a few years.
Found out I have
a)hormone issues I will need to take meds for
b)A pinched nerve from the severe tearing I experienced after having Fox that needs to be surgically deadened permanently, or vaginal intercourse will continue being painful, oh - forever
c)And according to this doctor, Zero chance of ever giving birth vaginally again without at least tearing as bad as before. It took 6 months to recover last time. The alternative is a c-section.
and last but not least, d) I have hernia so I need to start wearing a very attractive support garment at all times. Ugh!
I feel like my entire body is falling apart, and I'm only 31 years old! Next life, I totally swear, I want to come back as a GUY!
How do some of these women push out 12 kids and not destroy their bodies? It only took me one kid, and I'm not sure after all this if he will ever have a sibling. I hate my body!!
Had my first annual Gyn exam with an actual Gyn/OB doctor today, rather than the family doctors I've used for a few years.
Found out I have
a)hormone issues I will need to take meds for
b)A pinched nerve from the severe tearing I experienced after having Fox that needs to be surgically deadened permanently, or vaginal intercourse will continue being painful, oh - forever
c)And according to this doctor, Zero chance of ever giving birth vaginally again without at least tearing as bad as before. It took 6 months to recover last time. The alternative is a c-section.
and last but not least, d) I have hernia so I need to start wearing a very attractive support garment at all times. Ugh!
I feel like my entire body is falling apart, and I'm only 31 years old! Next life, I totally swear, I want to come back as a GUY!
How do some of these women push out 12 kids and not destroy their bodies? It only took me one kid, and I'm not sure after all this if he will ever have a sibling. I hate my body!!