Well, crap.

[mockingbirdq]

School starts next week and I am working registration starting tomorrow.

So of course I have vomited for 3 mornings straight and my period is a week late.

Damn it, I hope this isn't what I think it is, because we wanted to wait until Fox was a few years older...*sigh*

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Well, if I did get pregnant now (it's not certain, and I'm running a slight fever, so I'm hoping I may just be ill) Fox is already 4 1/2, so he and a sibling would be more than 5 years apart anyway.

I guess I don't understand the whole "siblingliness" thing. My only sister is 14 years older than I, so we've never really been real sisters - we are more like two only children and we are always at different life stages. I don't want that for Fox, but I also don't think I'm ready to do the whole baby thing again - especially knowing that this time I won't be able to stay home the first year. Poor baby would be in daycare at 8 weeks :(

I just think about the morning sickness, and the migraines, the lack of sex, the tearing, the fact that my doctor has already said the only way to avoid a lot of reconstructive surgery is a c-section, and pumping breastmilk - and I don't know if I ever want to do it again.

I wonder if I really "owe" Fox a sibling, y'know? I'll head to the doctor's first, then I'll have a lot to consider whatever the outcome.