mockingbirdq | (no subject)

No wonder Fox was up all night - He had a bad case of strep throat. He also had to get a shot, which just broke his heart. Luckily some bribery took care of that. He is now the proud owner of a new Power Rangers action figure.

Just spent over $150 between meds and doctor visit. Also, I found out at least 3 nearby churches offer couples' counseling, so even though Tomu and I aren't all that Christian, we'll be going I think. I need some support, and I think he will take the chance on it. We've got to do something, because I've loved the guy since I was 18 years old and I'm not about to give up now.

That said, I love the 19 year old boy I fell in love with so much more than the man he has become. What happened to the sweet, easy going guy I met 13 years ago? I've changed as well, so we better learn to like each other a bit more again. Every now and then I get a glimpse of him and remember why I'm still here.

Don't think it is just our marriage - life is just more than I can bear lately. I may need to see a doctor about treatment for depression and managing my ADD as well. It can't hurt.