mopey, angsty, insomniac, etc...

Dr. appointment tomorrow, and I'm waiting to hear whether I'm going to need an induction. (Pleeeze let me finally be dialated a little!)

Technically, the baby is due December 3rd, so I know the doctor won't let me go much longer...I'm almost dreading an induction enough to want a c-section instead. Is it scary that my insurance company claims to latter is cheaper?

I'm starting to get very, very nervous and scared. I've become so emotional lately and I just can't seem to sleep at all. It doesn't help that Tom is working nights so I have to try to sleep alone.

I've been reading Sunhawk's fanfiction most of yesterday and today, crying during lots of it. Bad Kracken, getting me addicted to it in the state I'm in ;)

I'm just not ready for this yet...